I remember when I became one of the "Dick Girls" and had to sing in
front of the church. I used to love to sing with my sisters at home
and in the car but not in front of other people.
     
I remember feeling sick before we would sing in church.
I did not exactly have the voice for it and I did not want people to
hear my voice too much so I would sometimes sing real quiet or fake it.
I didn't mind it so much when I knew we happened to blend pretty good
in a certain song because I wouldn't be heard so much.
     
I always dreaded getting up in front of people to sing.
No matter how hard I tried to imagine it those people did not look
like heads of cabbage.